Me and My Heart

Heart : Now tell me, why did you love her?
Me    : hmm...
Heart : Cannot tell why. Did you lost your heart or what?
Me    : Who are you?
Heart : Who am I? I am your own BLOODY heart! I wanna ask you! Why did you not use me to get her?
Me    : How am I gonna use you?
Heart : How you said! You knew your own heart! why should I tell you! You must listen to me! Why did you love her!
Me    : I don't know how to..sigh
Heart : That's it? You have a crush on her and you cannot tell her or anyone or even your own heart? Who  are you? Some kind  of heartless person or what!?
Me    : I'm not heartless. When I watch a sad story I always cried. I could not stand if I saw anyone crying, I will cry too. If you are trully my heart, why did you ask that question? You should knew even better than me!
Heart : I admit. I am soft when that happens, but thats is not the answer that I want. I want an honest answer from my owner. If you really loves her, why you can't tell her? you knew that if you late to express your feelings, she would get another man that likes her. 
Me    : I'm afraid if she just wanna be friends with me if I ask her that question, or she don't wanna talk to me again.
Heart : Did you? So you can read her mind now? How did you know that she will dump you? Of course you don't right? Well, if all people in this world can read their loved ones mind, that is a nasty businness. You see? Everyone hav their own reason of who and why. Your way makes me suffocated you know. You know your answer. Just go for it. Who know what would happens, maybe positive or negative, you did try your best shot yes?
Me    : I still cannot. I don't know why. You knew that I don't have any creativity to make a perfect words.
Heart : Love cannot be expressed in words, in that way the creativity was not needed even a small drop. You just need to confess your attraction to her, plus with an honest feeling from your heart.
Me    : You're right. maybe I should confess to her, but what if she doesn't want to?
Heart : You know that answer than me.

When you losing someone...

You know that feeling when you loose someone...
your heart aches and all wanna do is CRY and SCREAM and let it all out,
but your throat slowly tightens and you stop
breathing and you just can't do it, and you're
 left with nothing but silence all around you when your're trying to get it all together....

It's suffocating!! 

Don't know why but I feel the same way...
Please...don't wanna LOSE you my heart and soul!!!

(hehehe...wan pun nk wat blog sedih gak)

Finally~~

Phew...Exams are over YIEEE HAAA!!!   

＼（＾ ＾）／

It's time to go back to my home sweet home (this Saturday night though~) 

Hmmm....3 weeks of semester break...nani te dousurundaiyo? What should I do....

I should think something....like enhancing my Japanese speaking lol :P...

Something's not right...（￣ー￣）ニヤリ

(Am I losing something...or...someone perhaps...who knows..)  （；_・）

Please!!!

Dear Computer Architecture!!!!
Please be good to me and all my friends~~
ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ

Something Is Missing...

Hmmmm....I don't know why, but I felt like something was missing from my mind..It's chilled my spine..
Argh!!!!  (,,#ﾟДﾟ):∴;'･,;`:ｺﾞﾙｧ!! 
 I tried to calm down, but my heart still pounding very fast...huuuuu~~~
Hope that feeling will goes away when Im doin' my last exam in the next 4 hours...＼(>o<)／
...HAIIIII YAHHH~~~
Come on Computer Architecture I will beat you!! hahaa!!

ha....a...a...Huuuuuu~~   （￣～￣;）ウーン・・・



PS: GANBATTE KUDASAI WAN-KUN 八(＾□＾*) ﾀﾉﾑ!!

Bored~~...

Drawed in Photoshop..

(≧∇≦)

It reminds me of someone i care..

ﾎﾟｯ(*ﾟ.ﾟ)(ﾟ.ﾟ*)ﾎﾟｯ

Casting a Little Magic

The wind surrounds this city
Felt a little cold somewhere
I was always alone
I thought I was okay with it

Since that day when I met you ^_^
My world began to change into color
Though the season is ending soon again
These colors won't fade

That's why I want to deliver it to you, who is far away


Gathering up the words I want to tell you
Casting a little magic
Well, I'll send it to where you are
So that the warmth doesn't cool off
If I confine it together
My thoughts will take shape

Everyday I repeat the same things
If you suddenly found out
That I was swelling up little by little
You would loosen my heart

When the city's light disappeared
You would light my heart
Just before I fall asleep
I continue to think about you

That's why I want to send it to you, who is far way

Even if I have to leave you
You would wait
For you needed me
A lot of words
Can be put in a song
I'll go deliver it to where you are

Both of us are always connecting through this sky
So if I can feel it
My gentle feelings will become stronger

Gathering up the words I want to tell you
Casting a little magic
Well, I'll deliver it to where you are
Throughout the world
There's a song I only want to sing to you
So to convey these feelings~~                       

（*＾＾）＾*） ☆Chu！！