Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Me and My Heart

Heart : Now tell me, why did you love her?
Me    : hmm...
Heart : Cannot tell why. Did you lost your heart or what?
Me    : Who are you?
Heart : Who am I? I am your own BLOODY heart! I wanna ask you! Why did you not use me to get her?
Me    : How am I gonna use you?
Heart : How you said! You knew your own heart! why should I tell you! You must listen to me! Why did you love her!
Me    : I don't know how to..sigh
Heart : That's it? You have a crush on her and you cannot tell her or anyone or even your own heart? Who  are you? Some kind  of heartless person or what!?
Me    : I'm not heartless. When I watch a sad story I always cried. I could not stand if I saw anyone crying, I will cry too. If you are trully my heart, why did you ask that question? You should knew even better than me!
Heart : I admit. I am soft when that happens, but thats is not the answer that I want. I want an honest answer from my owner. If you really loves her, why you can't tell her? you knew that if you late to express your feelings, she would get another man that likes her. 
Me    : I'm afraid if she just wanna be friends with me if I ask her that question, or she don't wanna talk to me again.
Heart : Did you? So you can read her mind now? How did you know that she will dump you? Of course you don't right? Well, if all people in this world can read their loved ones mind, that is a nasty businness. You see? Everyone hav their own reason of who and why. Your way makes me suffocated you know. You know your answer. Just go for it. Who know what would happens, maybe positive or negative, you did try your best shot yes?
Me    : I still cannot. I don't know why. You knew that I don't have any creativity to make a perfect words.
Heart : Love cannot be expressed in words, in that way the creativity was not needed even a small drop. You just need to confess your attraction to her, plus with an honest feeling from your heart.
Me    : You're right. maybe I should confess to her, but what if she doesn't want to?
Heart : You know that answer than me.